You Were Not A Part of My Book...

Well, itu sebenernya penggalan lirik lagunya "Never Knew I Needed", dimana critanya itu lagu, akhirnya menemukan seseorang yang true lovenya tpi seseorang yang unexpected gitu.

trus, aku jdi kepikiran c koko itu.
Dya jadi menghilang entah kmana gt.
Nyebelin banget.
Tapi yaa, mungkin memang dy bukan yang tbaik bwat aku, jadi yaa aku harus bisa move on lagi.
Biarinin aja dy, kaya ga ada yang lain aja.

Trus, bgitu aku dgr kalimat itu, aku jd berpikir gini "iya juga ya, mgkn klo bsa bilang sma c koko, aku bakal bilang bgitu ke dy, you were not a part of my book"

Trus, tadinya aku mau lanjutin, don't you ever try to be in it, i don't think that you deserve to get my attention.
Tapi sbnrnya sih he's already be a part of my book, but it only took a few part, but it was meaningful.

Oleh karena itu, aku harus move on lagi.

kalo orang bilang "No expectations, no disappointment", itu bener banget, but the thing is i'm already expect something then what i've got is nothing, that's why it hurts me.

Maybe i deserve better than he, karena balik lagi ke salah satu quote "If he doesn't treat you like a princess, then he doesn't deserve to be you prince".

Seengganya itu cukup membesarkan hati ku, kalo aku cukup layak untuk mendapatkan yang lebih baik dari dy.

Untuk sekarang, rasanya aku bisa blg "No more you in my life, and i just wish that you never come back to my life, if you just want to hurt me. Don't ever think about being my friend anymore, i just don't want to have it now."

Bye, ko.